Lyrics

Usually I don't think twice and I trust my gut; however I just can't shake this one.  I continue to over analyze every word that was said.  The words I said and the words that I heard.  Did I hear it correctly, did I mean everything I said?

Convinced that this type of relationship does not happen but once in a life time, if we are lucky, I feel compelled to thoroughly review it all before I make a final decision.  So, I lay here on the floor of my bedroom, staring at the ceiling trying to organize my thoughts.  

The decision I lean towards is wildly unsupported.  Obviously, those who know me, that does not really effect my decision making; however when you hear the same thing over and over again it is difficult not to hear it clearly or not take it seriously.

The fact that we have held on this long baffles me.  Clearly there is something there, right?

I heard these words today "so glad we made it - look how far we've come now baby".  Granted I am one of those people that listen to the lyrics, still today I heard these words loud and clear.  I sit back now looking for a sign, anything to point me in the right direction.  Something that provides that strength and clarity to make a decision.  I am not sure what this sign looks like, but at this point I believe it should be a significant movement forward, a clear gesture that we are strong and together in this.

My final lyric of the day:

It's no secret that the both of us
Are running out of time

Don't let it go you guys.  Grab on, with both hands, and fight for what you want and love.